Repetition of Silence

Silly to have our goodybyes as familiar as hello’s

Depravity sponsoring insanity

Not as cryptic as you think you are

Just as obvious with your scars

Beauty to die in your arms

Genre, melody

Prisoner to my egos muse

Caught in a pasts tune

Rejected unreturned calls

Resounding urge to forget it all

Only to remember

In this life we meet again

Drive myself to my own suffering

Plagued with the knowledge of my own undoing

Laid down for quite sometime yet my muscles still protrude

Art created in times of loss

Exuding life’s ever lasting circle

Dissatisfaction leading into my death

Sitting in darknesses shadow

My pasts beauty fleeting to evade odorous rot

A glorious past done not to be forgot

How frivolous.

Perhaps my flare extends beyond the smoke from the fire I call home

The weed, which I had abstained, has not brought me up to where I though it would

To where I wanted it to

To where I knew it could

A woman stands tall

A warrior defiant

Her past, some unknown

A slain giant

I know you

You’re me though you lay quiet

Stand by on your tip toes

as you roar and rave

from those who caused you suffering

made you hole up in a cave

love a man whose not yet gone

stay a while longer so I may hear your song

when you’re in my heart I know it’ll not be long

to know the future that’s in my dreams that has yet to dawn

My sister says I’m acting foolish

Perhaps that is the most assured way to know that you are falling into

Momentary cascades of molasses love

An entry way

Slowly moving apart the substance still one

The One who is written my marker in time

What is meant of repetition of failed attempt to pass you by?

Have I given up on a sisters love?

To see a man she rather have not to be

Maybe they can exists as oil and vinegar

I the bread

Wake up and sing until I can’t anymore

Days I fall silent rotting at my core

Paralyzed of my own requirement

Growing more poor

Gee will I have retirement

or even a closed door?