Sober Curious

I had put it down.

The smoking, drinking, and smoking.

There I was, still living in a different stratosphere then all those around me

I made my shadow my closest friend

Everyone else would fade and vanish

Might I claim my will

Living in holy action

I let go of it all and yet there I still was

What difference was made?

My largest organ brighter

Might I be brighter inside too?

Comfort. Consistency. Control.

Evade. Evade. Evade.

Little girl inside me,

Are you okay?

Let me fall in line with the holy power I am

Divine horcruxes

Smoke and mirrors of a plan

A warm smile felt from another realm

Life needs sobtriety from the addiction to the self