“Longing and presence, oil and water”

A part of me wants to ask you not to go 

Stay here and help me be

I'm in ruins

My highs with Jesus and Buddha 

My lows with the demons of the past 

You have simplicities treasures 

I wish I’d seen more of my mothers tears

Not for my own sadiction 

Just so her humanity would be near

How shall I be sweetened by my own bitterness?

What will happen in this part of the story

How will I play to my fate 

Why does the past torture my present 

Constantly reaching for the future

Im tripping on a wheel that is the rolodex of fears

Why do I struggle to play this part

Don't be one to not come to the front line as not to be judged

For the eyes of Karma are everywhere

Your god is your witness 

Die into your body 

Reborn again 

Sing a song

To touch a heart 

Is how I free myself from sin 

A star can't hide from how it shines